.December 30, 2005 ' 03:29 Y
hello everyone. its 3.45am now and i'm still awake listening to slow songs.. i cant sleep. didnt go online for the pass few days cuz my
ROUND sister took the laptop around. she's gonna leave for bangkok tomorrow. eh wait. no. today! HAIYA! 0N THE 30TH OF THIS MONTH LUH! and she said MAYBE she's gonna bring this dear laptop with her.. )': i cant believe i'm saying this but i gotta. i'm gonna miss her. i'm gonna miss whacking and biting her when i'm angry. who am i gonna bite when i'm mad?!! sigh. i'm so gonna miss hugging that fat short monkey.X) oh well, i wont be home from the 30th till the 1st anyway.. gonna sleepOVER!! whee~! i wanna get out of here too!!! and school's reopening!! wth! i dont want next year to come.
YOU GUYS are gonna graduate. and what's left behind are memories and more memories. CAN I LIKE QUIT SCHOOL AFTER NEXT YEAR?!! ): well.. it life isnt it? heh. saying all this shit is making me more miserable. i'm so gonna miss
ALL of you!! ): *SOBS!* well.. what did i do? sigh. had training. training was ok. couldnt concentrate. i was too high that day. god knows why. went to geylang to get stuff with puny after trg. den something something. i cant rmb.(i'm forgetful here remember?? heh.) den thursday. which is today.. no yesterday. well. i met gloria at 1. accompanied her to get school books. den went to pei graham and alvin to have their lunch at downtown. i had ice-cream! how nice (: den i had to see the doctor's for my checkup. yap. i'm sick. i'm dying. anyway.. after doctor's we went to central to get my chicken porridge! (: sudden craving. den we went to loyang point cuz i had to return the dvds i borrowed the last time. den we went to get gloria's porridge and i got coconut peach from the ice kacang shop. (: (sweet tooth) after loyang point, we went back to gloria's to crap. when we reahed her house, had our porridge and started crapping. SENIOR CRYSTAL IS HILARIOUS!! wahaha. (winks to glory) she's so cuckko! haha. maybe she came from cuckko nest. (nudges glory!!) wahahah. sigh. these people just makes me smile. (: well.. after some crapping, i had to leave to meet parents. went to
simpangBEDOK to have dinner. i didnt eat much. all that porridge was still inside me. but i did have a wee bit of satay. (: ouh. and i had coffee ice blended. (: after dinner. went home to take medicine den i fell asleep!! when i woke up i was shocked. i just realised that it cause drowsiness. -.-' den when i woke up i saw round sister hugging me. (yugh!) haha. so here i am now.. blogging and doodling. sigh. i have training. AND I STILL CANT SLEEP!! i have to meet gloria in say 3hours time? that means i have to wake up at 6. which makes me left with 2hours of sleep? haha! i think i no need to sleep liao la. heh. its exactly 4 now.. hahahah! great. oh well. i'll just end the entry here. GOOD MOANING PEOPLE!!! (:
2 Am and she calls me cause I'm still awake
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake
I don't love him and winter just wasn't my season.
Yea we walk through the doors so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize
Hypocrites you're all here for the very same reason.
Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable and life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button boy
So just cradle your head in your hands.
And breathe, just breathe
May he turned 21 on the base of Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist
Ain't been sober since maybe October of last year
Here in town you can tell he's been down for while
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it
Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button boys so cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe
There's a light at the end of this tunnel you shout cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made
You'll just make them again if you'll only try turnin' around
2Am and I'm still awake writing this song
If i get it all down on paper it's no lonmger inside of me threaten' the life it belongs to.
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud
And I know that you'll use them however you want to.
But you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand
Just breathe `get me through this one.where do you run to so far away?i want you to know that i miss you so[new year's resolution]
SITY KAY!